How can I learn to follow Someone I cannot see, feel, or touch? The Holy Spirit of God was commissioned by heaven to reveal Jesus to us through the anointed Word. The Bible will bring you into that intimate experience of the Living God.
You simply open that eternal Book with a seeking heart. You will find Him. He already has you in His sight. The Spirit of Grace will gently lead your "understanding" to that place of light, where you will begin to see for yourself the One Who loves you.
Leave all the preconceived ideas behind. Leave all the opinions of others behind. Open His Book of Books. He has made that place for you and Him to get to know one another.
Loving Him and you,